Holding Paradox Births Wisdom

paradox we are both a finite human being with a finite amount of energy and a finite life force and we're also spirit with infinite potential infinite energy and infinite force at the same time right and um you know i see because how my mind works i see a lot of connections so for example like this kind of connects to my um my kind of final awakening not that there's a final awakening but my last major awakening experience on the level of the gut which was when i experienced my when my spirit entered my human form in the womb and it felt like it was this infinite potential in a very small limited space so it's a once again a paradox and so what i find is when you can um hold paradox right so say you're holding that paradox which is kind of the core paradox which is i'm both human finite human and i'm infinite spirit at the same time when you hold both without grasping and with authentic relationship like we just described then intuitive wisdom is born in the space between the two poles of the paradox right you have humanness you have spirit and then wisdom is born in that space first the space is tension and like it feels like there's a pulling like how can they both exist at the same time and then something shifts and we release and let go of that and then the tension shifts from tension to freedom and power and it goes from tension and confinement to freedom and power and then intuitive intuition is born