You didn't lose it

I am everything in the play. I realized I was whole again. Oh, that's so nice when I realized I'm whole. I love that.

Oh, I'm separate again. Oh, they're separate. Look, we're all separate. Oh, we're whole.

We're whole again. Wow, this keeps happening. Weird. Keep going over and over, right?

Until eventually you're just like, oh, no, I am everything in the play. You know, I am that which it's all built out of. And I'm the parts of it that get lost and confused at the same time. Sometimes people think, oh, I'm everything.

I'm the ground and the source. So then I'm not going to get lost anymore. like, no, no, that's not how this works at all. You literally have to kind of forget, get lost, and then have another piece remember.

That's the whole thing. That never stops.