You are every door

You are the door. That's the thing. Before you were going, Am I the door? I'm not the door.

I can't be that door. That door is ugly. That door is painful. I can't be me.

I'm not going to go through the door. I'm going to pretend the door is not here. Right? That's what it is.

And then eventually you go through all the doors. And then you're like, oh, I'm every door. This is great. I'll go through them.

And then you're like, oh, I'm all the doors. I don't have to go through them anymore. That's me. And that's me.

And that's me. And that's me. And then, but you sometimes you do, you know, but not all of them, right? So that's the difference.

That's the value shift: is you stop pushing away parts of the world as if it's not you. And you go, no, it's me. It's all me. That door, that pain, that spot.

But I don't have to go through it anymore, but it's still me.