For anyone afraid to put their work, or their heart, out there

even though you know it's going to fail and you're going to fall at some point it doesn't do any good to hold back now that i've started the form of emptiness i'm posting like eight to ten reels a day for the last five weeks so it's this whole new experience right and so when i have a reel that does well right like today i had a reel i don't know i got like 1600 views and i don't know 16 new followers i don't know how many likes 40 some likes i'm not really sure but regardless i noticed this feeling oh i'm a good person i'm like oh i'm a good person look i can do this i'm going to be successful right let's look at this oh i could be a creator look all this right and there's all this kind of like oh i have a little lightness in my step and it's a little excitement and and i can feel the story like the story of the separate self is like a positive story like it feels very like oh inviting nice right and then all of a sudden the next day i post it just always happens and i get like one view right and then i'm like oh i'm gonna fail i can't do it i can't i can't be a creator right and you go this up and down right and so the way that i navigate that right as i'm seeing it i don't you want to not push any of it away you say yes to all of it yes to the story yes to the oh look it i feel better today go with it that's okay even though you know it's gonna felt and you're gonna fall at some point it doesn't do any good to hold back Thank you.