Why your realization won't stay

most of the time, we fail the test, Why does my realization not stay? Why have I visited peacefulness, wholeness, but I don't get to live there? Often what happens when we first have a realization or a new experience of wholeness is it's the universe is giving us a glimpse into a piece of ourselves or a part of ourselves that we don't normally visit or aware of. And then once we've gotten that glimpse, we'll often lose that.

And then after losing it, we'll be presented with a test from the universe to see if we can then utilize that piece or that wholeness to work through a problem or a difficult situation or a complex relational issue from that new perspective of unity and wholeness. And most of the time, we fail the test,