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Grieve the awakening that goes away
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Or often people get stuck when they come to me on the spiritual path is that they have a really powerful, profound, positive awakening on the level of mind or the level of heart or both. And then what happens is it goes away, which it always goes away. And then you have to grieve the loss of it going away. And if you don't grieve, fully grieve the loss of it going away, you can get into this stuck place where nothing really feels very good.
So that might be another place to look is to see if there's any unresolved grief around the positive sensations that you don't have access to as much anymore.