I am not the mind, then I am the mind

So what happens is in the awakening, the first awakening, it is, I am not the mind, right? And then the second awakening is, I am the mind. This seems very counterintuitive, but that's how it goes. So that's the pattern.

And it goes through all the different awakenings. So the pattern goes, Say in the, we'll do the mind real quick, so it's a little confusing. So basically goes, I'm not my mind, or I'm not my thoughts. Okay, I'm spirit.

Good. And then you begin to integrate, you process those losses, you process the different stories and attachments. And then you get to a point where you've let go so many of them that then it flips. And then the next awakening is, I am the mind.

This is a little confusing.