You already know what home feels like

There is no way home that is repeatable. Every time you go home, it's a different way. If you try to go the same way, you're not going home. You're going somewhere else.

You're going to the story of or your memory when you did it before. So you can't, in the end, you can't hold on to any rigid path or style or technique. It has to be creative and organic every time and different every time. So then you go, well, that's really scary because there's nothing to hold on to.

It's like, well, yeah, that's the point, but that's just how it is. But what there is, is you know what it feels like right before you get home, when you get home. And right. And so that's what you're doing.

So for me, I'm just like feeling my way through the moment or my body. It depends like if I'm doing a meditation, I'm just feeling my way through the body, right? And then I'm like kind of lean a little left. I'm like, oh, that doesn't feel like home.

I lean a little right. Oh, that feels better. All right, let's lean right. Okay.

Oh, it's, I'm leaning downwards. oh, down a little bit feels better. Good. Oh, leaning down.

That doesn't feel right. Okay, don't do that. Oh, stay where I am. Oh, this feels good.

Oh, it doesn't feel good anymore. Lean left, right? It's like literally, there's just like very subtle sense. It's just being super, super sensitive and totally surrendered with choice, right?

So I'm sensitive, extremely sensitive to what's happening. I'm surrendered, like I'm trusting the guidance from the environment and the universe, but I have intention and the intention is to go home. And those three, you'll just write all a different way every time, but every time you just go right to the source and then you shift. You're like, oh, look, I'm here, right?

When you find that right balance, it's very similar to playing sports for me. Like if you hit the ball and tennis in the sweet spot, or if you're like surfing and you feel like where you just are perfectly in that edge and flow or skiing or frisbee or something, it feels like that.