On spiritual awakening and being fully human at the same time

so what is born out of spirit and humanness is your transmission everyone has their own transmission and transmission is what happens when your soul or spirit enters your human body and so what is born out of spirit and humanness is your transmission and your transmission is a shape and an energy and a frequency it's very specific to you and everything that i see is built of my transmission right um meaning i'm not saying that the you know the the computer that we're looking at or the lights or the video camera i don't know what it's made of but i'm sensing it right and it's i'm not touching it or anything it's just i'm sensing it through my body and everything i'm sensing is is transmission if that makes sense and you can become aware of that that is the most um authentic version of you or me or anyone is the moment that our spirit hits our humanness right where our humanness is not the most authentic version of us it is only part of us we are actually spirit and humanness at the same time and what is born is the transmission