I'd rather be human

I'd way rather have the best connection with my wife and be human But there's always to really fully be ourselves, it has to be all of us, including the self. We can't just, you know, if you just are straight, for example, spirit wants to be spirit's little different, but I think the humanist, what it wants is it doesn't just want, for me at least, it doesn't just want to be in a peak flow state, right? Then there's no self. It's not what it wants.

It wants the holding of both, right? It wants to find out what we are with all of the grit, you know, like all of the ups and downs and losses, but still in that difficulty, still be ourselves, right? Still be our own energetic transmission within, right, the morass and the press.ures of the complex life I think that's what we want, right? Like, how could we want, why would I want the other thing?

The only thing is not very fulfilling to me. It's like doing a drug channeling. It feels good. It's like a drug, but it's not, it's not what I want, you know.

I'd way rather have the best connection with my wife and be human than go and channel and 200 people say I'm amazing. It's not, you know, like, yeah, that's nice, it's kind of cool, but it's not, it's not really what I want. Like, a humanist wants that connection that, you know, Because you're building something together then, right? Yeah.

To build together. The channeling is good, but it's an individualistic thing.