I'm both, and the field

I'm both, and I am also the field. tension is created by how fully you inhabit both perspectives at the same time. If you inhabit both of them superficially, or one deeply and one barely at all, it's not that much tension, The tension is equal to they're equal and opposite forces. If you fully let yourself believe both perspectives because they're both true, To part of you, but just not ultimately true.

when you let yourself fully inhabit them, right? Like memories, thoughts, energy, emotion, body sensation, consequences, loss, resolved, unresolved, the whole thing, pain, right? Both, and then you go, I'm not either of these, I'm both, and I am also the field. Now that's the tension, yeah.

It's a lot of tension, then it will spontaneously shift because that tension will kill or destroy the identity structure because it can't actually do it very well. Right? That's a doorway, the doorway to all of the oneness or the truth. is always through that dualistic paradox