You never left home

You've grasped for the shiny object and let go of the shiny object so many times. You've pushed away the pain and then felt the pain so many times that part of you will never believe the story of separation anymore. Part of you has become, has returned to before experience, has returned to spirit or the wholeness or the ground of being that births all of experience. And part of you never, once you've returned there on such a depth and with so much of you, then it's as if even when you get triggered, you never fully forget, you never fully leave that depth.

And there's always a way back home because you realize you've never left.