My first awakening was mind

We have an awakening, we go, oh, I'm existing and my thoughts aren't. right? So, my first awakening was awakening on the level of mind. Each awakening, basically, all awakening is doing is, for example, awakening on the level of mind is, I am my thoughts, right?

I'm my thoughts, I'm my mind. That's the belief. We have an awakening, we go, oh, I'm existing and my thoughts aren't. I'm existing, and the mind isn't.

So, I can't be my thoughts, I can't be my mind. Okay, I'm not my thoughts or my mind. That's the awakening on the level of mind. That's the beginning.

Then there's a process of